Sunday Morning.
It’s a searing, sticky day here in the island of Guahan. The scorching heat is making my blood pressure rise and it doesn’t help that the house reeks of fried fish (thanks Grandma). I told my sister that I’ve grown very much irritable as temperatures go through the roof and we both agreed that my departure in a few days was crucial for the sake of my sanity. Yesterday, my mom asked if I was going to miss Guam. I bluntly said without any hesitation, “hell no”. I saw that my vulgar response drew disappointment into her eyes and sadness to her face which quickly gave me a feeling of remorse. Looking back, I really didn’t give Guam a chance. I kind of wish I did. I mean, although I can’t change the circumstances, I can easily change my attitude or at least try to. I straight out gave up like a weak duckling. Quack quack. Feed me crackers. Let’s just hope we have nooooo more of that from now on. MUST. STAY. STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh! and if you haven’t noticed I changed my Tumblr name from dadasteezy to dada-silver for a number of reasons. The word steezy started to sound a tad bit middle schoolish and I was getting bored and when bored, reinvention is my key to happiness! I compressed my last name, Silvestre into silver just for the simple reason that Silvestre was too long. Also, I’m as nocturnal as an owl. I live in darkness and prefer the moon’s silver beams over the sun’s harsh rays any day. Lastly, I saw my mom polish all her old silver jewelry today. It shined oh so bright and her eyes started to sparkle. She was happy. I was happy. Today is a new day.
